Little back ground on myself... I have struggle with weight since childhood. I remember the instant I knew I was bigger than most, I remember the first time I hid while eating, I remember the first time I purged, I can also remember the first time I wanted to kill myself because of my weight, I can not remember all the ways I have tried to loose weight as they are in the hundreds.
I handle life with smiles and laughter, no one but those who might happen upon this blog knows the deep pain my weight causes because you see for me my weight is not just about extra food and no exercise. If that is all it was I would have been thin long ago. My weight is about what is buried deep within my soul. This is my journey.... to unbury it, deal with it and become free of the urge to use food as my salve.
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