What???

I just reread some of my last blog and I wanted to say, "What a crock of.... cheese, wine, chocolate... Oh wait, I was in the process of swearing not thinking about the upcoming $!@#*%!% appointment with the nutritionist and soon (1/5/11 to be exact) not being able to eat whatever the hell (pretend I said heck if you need to) I want.

So, I think I need to regroup (what gave me that $!*#^%* clue?) and re read all the underlined sentences and re read my journal while I eat left over rum cake and sip my latte. OK, if you are going to insist, I will sip V-8 juice spiked with Tabasco sauce, green olives and a celery stick.

On the serious side. I do need to regroup, get my head back in the game and not fear 1/5/11. Why should I fear what will make me healthy, what will give me the energy that comes with being fit and will allow me to fit back in my clothes?

Why would I fear changing what draws me away from my relationship with the good Lord? Why would I fear something that will take away the self hatred that stays with me every second of every day? There is no reason to! I need to let the Lord knock the barriers down that prevent me from becoming successful. I am so thankful He understands who I am and He loves me anyway.

Oh yes

~Happy New Year~

Love the word "New" it gives one hope.

Cheers!